I'm spending December in Ontario with my ex and his family. This was decided because I'm estranged from my family and so obviously don't spend the holidays with them.
So far it's been... confusing. His family is awesome; they are all good and caring people. Nothing less than warmly welcoming. But, it's painful in ways. His sister-in-law told me they were all heartbroken to hear about the breakup, and she hoped her husband (his brother) could talk some sense into him. I cried at that, so that was nice and embarassing, but she is one of the sweetest people in existence, and was super kind to me.
It's hard to see all these happy families and couples - especially his brother and sister-in-law. Those two have an amazing relationship and love each other to pieces. It makes me miss him all the more.
I don't know. It's weird. I go back and forth between thinking this was a bad idea and not. So, yeah.
Blah.
<3
Wooden Bird
So far it's been... confusing. His family is awesome; they are all good and caring people. Nothing less than warmly welcoming. But, it's painful in ways. His sister-in-law told me they were all heartbroken to hear about the breakup, and she hoped her husband (his brother) could talk some sense into him. I cried at that, so that was nice and embarassing, but she is one of the sweetest people in existence, and was super kind to me.
It's hard to see all these happy families and couples - especially his brother and sister-in-law. Those two have an amazing relationship and love each other to pieces. It makes me miss him all the more.
I don't know. It's weird. I go back and forth between thinking this was a bad idea and not. So, yeah.
Blah.
<3
Wooden Bird
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